a month of being a teacher

i can chill but how about you?

i can deal with a manual washing machine, but can you do your laundry by hand?

i can deal with not drinking plain water for half day straight, but can you hold your burning fire with 15 year old kindergarten students who keeps combing their rebonded hair when you are asking about the meaning of democracy?

i can deal with tripping over the lab stage and laugh with the girls, but can you deal with the feeling of "i wanted to throw the shoes into your face, can i?"

i can deal with eating unappreciated food every single lunch and dinner, but can you walk straight not eating, marathonly playing over time?

i can deal it cool, when they say " do you have a boyfriend, teacher? you are beautiful, you cannot cant have a boyfriend". or " teacher, do you have a facebook account, can i add you?". hey, jangan sibuk-sibuk urusan orang dewasa k. facebook untuk orang dewasa je.

i can deal when they say, "teacher, your kasut is so smart la, cantik. where did you buy the shoes?" and you frankly tell the place, and they replied back " oh yeah, yang 70%off tu kan teacher?". you know, that makes me wanna hoard more and more shoes k.

im broke at the moment, but still i wanna eat good.